Tony and I didn't write our marriage vows mainly
because we decided rather suddenly to tie the knot.
Also, the vow-writing process seemed a bit cringe-worthy to me. But to be honest, I’d worked as a family law
solicitor and knew there was a 40% chance we’d divorce. I wasn’t going to
waste time crafting a declaration of love for a man I was likely to end up disliking.
Just married ... 'till death do us part.' |
While photos were taken outside the courthouse, it occurred to me our marriage was founded on the notion that it would survive till one of us died a natural death … or killed the other. And that almost happened at the end of 2010.
I miss my girl. |
Saidor and I were inseparable. She slept on the floor beside my bed. I always I lay on my stomach and let my arm
hang down so I could rest my hand on her fur.
She sprawled on the kitchen lino when I cooked and she lay beside my
chair when I worked at the computer. She was at my side when I did yoga. When I was in labour
with the last two children, Saidor was outside the maternity ward.
When I returned from my week in Cairns, I noticed Saidor was
outside on the veranda instead of inside where she belonged. I had my suspicions. When it was time to sleep, I placed Saidor's mattress next to my bed as I did every night and called her inside.
‘The dog stays outside,’ growled Tony.
Now, there were two problems with that statement. The first was Saidor, as a member of our
family, belonged inside. The second, he’d referred to her as ‘the dog’
which was a fatal mistake. I resisted
the urge to fly at him in a rage.
‘Saidor sleeps next to me.’ My voice was calm.
‘She’s staying outside.
I’m sick of her being inside.’
‘You don’t understand.
Saidor and I sleep beside each other. We always have and we always will.’
‘If you want to sleep with her, you can sleep outside on the
veranda.’
‘Okay,’ I said. I
took Saidor’s mattress out to the veranda and fetched the swag for me.
Oh, how glorious it was laying, curled around my furry
friend and gazing at the sequinned sky. We
dozed as the flying foxes fought over ripe paw paws, green tree frogs
croaked in the downpipes and the banana leaves brushed
against each other in secret whispers. When the spray of rain blew in, I pulled the waterproof flap of the swag over me and covered Saidor with a sheet. We slept like newborns.
At dawn, we were woken by the crowing of roosters as the sky turned pink.
At dawn, we were woken by the crowing of roosters as the sky turned pink.
This went on for three weeks. Each night, I unrolled the swag and placed
Saidor’s mattress down. In the morning,
I rolled up the swag and put it in the office.
It then occurred to me that our marriage was actually founded on the notion of ‘till
a slow and painful emotional death do us part.’
Really, I didn’t care. I had my
soul mate.
On the twenty-first night, I unrolled my swag on the veranda then Tony opened the screen door.
‘You can come inside now,’ he said in a quiet voice.
‘Okay,’ I said.
I rolled up the swag and put it in the office. Then I went
back to the veranda and picked up Saidor’s mattress.
‘Come on, Darling’ I said to her, holding the door open.
She followed me to my side of the bed where I placed her
mattress. She curled upon it and I got
into bed, draped my arm over the side and rubbed her
neck. We slept like newborns.
And Tony and I were back on track till ‘natural
death do us part.’
You are an awesome woman I probably would really have killed Greg 2 of my babies sleep in our bed They are a bit smaller than Saidor but they act like mastiffs in bed I love your stories <3
ReplyDeleteYou are an awesome woman I probably would really have killed Greg 2 of my babies sleep in our bed They are a bit smaller than Saidor but they act like mastiffs in bed I love your stories <3
ReplyDeleteOh, how I would love to have Gina Rose and Pippa Jane in bed with me. You're lucky with Greg.
ReplyDeleteI came very close to killing Tony. I thought of this stand off because he's been saying some unkind things about my ducks and yesterday morning, when I was late for work, wouldn't help me by locking them up. 'I don't like the ducks,' he said. I thought, You don't have a very good memory, young man. Then I decided to post the story. He'll not get away with criticising my loved ones again. He can try, but it won't work.
Anyway, Mum has just signed a contract to buy a house down the street, literally 200 metres. 4 bedrooms and there is one of her and 2 dogs. If Tony pushes too much about the ducks, I'll move in with Mum till he comes to his senses.